52: Returning to the Origin
Introduction
This verse ranges a bit, though it does follow a format we see in many other verses. There is an opening position, a teaching that expands on the position, a method to realize the teaching for oneself, the ramifications for not following the method, the benefit of following the method, and a summary statement.
At the core of this verse lies the realization that beginnings and ends contain each other. The Way and Weaving it are inseparable. Returning to the origin is simple because we have never left the origin at all.
Translation
Everything under heaven has a beginning
that serves as its mother.
Knowing the mother,
is knowledge of the child.
Knowing the child,
preserves the mother.
There is no danger of it disappearing.
Block the eyes,
shut the gates.
For the life of you,
do not toil.
Open the eyes,
pursue your affairs.
For the life of you,
you’ll never be saved.
Seeing intricacies is clarity.
Protecting softness is strength.
Use the light
to return to clarity
no residue of personal misfortune;
This is practicing permanence.
Commentary
Everything under heaven has a beginning
that serves as its mother.
Knowing the mother,
is knowledge of the child.
Knowing the child,
preserves the mother.
What has begun, and what is the mother?
Dao and De, Great Yin and Great Yang, Cause and Effect, The Means and the End, and numerous others are all subtly different filters on one archetypal concept. Each filter has its value, and I encourage you to apply the principle to as many iterations of these relationships as possible.
The essential notion is called “interpenetration.” Interpenetration, defined by the Oxford Learner’s Dictionary, means “the process of spreading completely through something or from one thing to another in each direction.” As an interesting example, a child’s cells can be found in the brain tissue of their mother in a phenomenon called microchimerism. The linked article concludes by saying:
In addition to exchange between mother and fetus, there may be exchange of cells between twins in utero, and there is also the possibility that cells from an older sibling residing in the mother may find their way back across the placenta to a younger sibling during the latter’s gestation. Women may have microchimeric cells both from their mother as well as from their own pregnancies, and there is even evidence for competition between cells from grandmother and infant within the mother.
The point is to illustrate that the beginning and the end contain each other, as the seed is both the plant’s beginning and the fruit’s end. The Way is made by walking it, and the way we Walk reflects and generates the Way. See verse 25.
Of course, we can’t forget the pointer to the meditative experience. As the physical breath becomes Energetic Breath and Energetic Breath condenses into the Child, we return to the Mother. By caring for the child, we return to the mother (the dao), realizing that the mother has provided all the nourishment we need to know the child (see verse 20).
There is no danger of it disappearing.
As we saw in verse 50, “the wise have no grave.” Immortality, in some form or another, is central to the huge majority of the Human Wisdom Traditions. Daoism is no exception and interpenetration is the mechanism of immortality in Daoist thought (and also shows up in many other traditions.)
Block the eyes,
shut the gates.
For the life of you,
do not toil.
The common instructions for meditation. Turn inward, stop doing, start being, and experience the benefits.
Open the eyes,
pursue your affairs.
For the life of you,
you’ll never be saved.
The commonly occurring paired opposite. If you don’t take time to care for the Child and, consequently, come to know the Mother, you’re in trouble.
Seeing intricacies is clarity.
Protecting softness is strength.
A common meme in meditative living is reconciling the seeming paradox of yang qualities on the one hand, such as:
resolute, intentional, detail-oriented, nuanced, and analytical.
With yin qualities on the other, such as:
yielding, spontaneous, big-picture, straightforward, and synthesizing.
We all have both skills, though some of us may have certain natural proclivities toward one or the other. The skill is in not using our strengths to make up for our weaknesses. Life seems to work best when we allow ourselves to go through the process of being “bad” at the quality that is more foreign to us so that we can eventually be good enough at it to use both yin (dao) and yang (de) in their appropriate harmony.
Use the light
to return to clarity
no residue of personal misfortune;
This is practicing permanence.
Turning the light of our self-awareness inward to illuminate the whole mother-child, child-mother phenomenon is fairly straightforward in principle. The next line is quite intense and shows the high standard the text is challenging us to realize.
“No residue of personal misfortune” is a dual meaning.
First, it means completely abandoning the relative perspective and individual attachments in service to “using the light to return to clarity.”
Second, it means staying in the process long enough to burn up all of the dross accumulated in our personal narratives that prevent us from manifesting absolute integrity with the way.
Such absolute surrender, followed by such a profound depth of integrity, is immortality.
